♥ Sweetie your sadly mistaken ♥

I am sorry that I stood up for what I think is right.
I didn't mean to make you leave my mom.
But now I have to pay the price for trying to be tough.
My mom is so unhappy with me.
She may have lost her boyfriend tonight, but I know for a fact I lost mine.
As I told him goodbye and that I loved him I heard the choking in his voice that sound as someone trys not to cry.
I am so tired of trying to me the big girl, to never let things get me down.
I lost my phone bcuz if I didn't he would leave.
I got called names tonight that I want to die for.

In a couple of hours I will be finding out if I am to move out and leave or if my moms bf is to leave her.

Either way I kno that is it my fault and those names are starting to become true at least for me.

I never intended to hurt him or myself but I just lost the love of mt life and hopefully soon to be my own life.

This just isn't good and I can't take much more. I am so sorry